Sky Wall

I don't know why lately I often think, talk and take some conclusions based on my observation about what human emotion is really like. Or lets say it, I just started exploring about how self-centris/ egocentrism of human being works. Probably because some of my friends told me about their experiences of feelings and emotions, also some problems they are facing with nowadays. And I've been trying to be a good listener and giving such worth and best advices to them so they might feel better. Well sometimes, I feel like I'm able or fit to be a psychologist, lol.        The thing is, Aristotle said, each person is a "Zoon Politicon", means that mankind is a social being, who can't live alone without the others and need help from the others. That's true. Like, have you ever imagined  living in this world just alone and how would it be? I can definitely describe that in one word. Worst.        But have ...

Here you go, one of my favorites.. You know, the smallest thing can change your life. In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance, when you least expect it sets you on a course that you never planned into a future you never imagined. Where will it take you? That's the journey of our lives. Our search for the light. But sometimes, finding the light means you must pass through the deepest darkness. - The Lucky One

Changing the main purpose of doing something ain't that easy When there are only two options that follow ; Keep going with the new purpose that would probably won't give such a benefit (to me) but might give any to him. Or.. Decide to stop and ignoring the dignity and my good name Needless to say, just choose; Yes or no? I've been doing wrong since the beginning. I know. Especially when you have been through half process to reach the goal. And now, everything has changed into something that you least expect. Too far from desire. Too far from all that have been wanted before. The question is : Why am I  doing this kind of shit? Sorry. But I'm trapped now. Judge me self-absorbed or whatever you want. Because I know I'm wrong. And I still want to go out without leaving a trace and get the best. Oh please, I don't even care about him.