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I don't know why lately I often think, talk and take some conclusions based on my observation about what human emotion is really like. Or lets say it, I just started exploring about how self-centris/ egocentrism of human being works. Probably because some of my friends told me about their experiences of feelings and emotions, also some problems they are facing with nowadays. And I've been trying to be a good listener and giving such worth and best advices to them so they might feel better. Well sometimes, I feel like I'm able or fit to be a psychologist, lol.        The thing is, Aristotle said, each person is a "Zoon Politicon", means that mankind is a social being, who can't live alone without the others and need help from the others. That's true. Like, have you ever imagined  living in this world just alone and how would it be? I can definitely describe that in one word. Worst.        But have ...

Here you go, one of my favorites.. You know, the smallest thing can change your life. In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance, when you least expect it sets you on a course that you never planned into a future you never imagined. Where will it take you? That's the journey of our lives. Our search for the light. But sometimes, finding the light means you must pass through the deepest darkness. - The Lucky One

Changing the main purpose of doing something ain't that easy When there are only two options that follow ; Keep going with the new purpose that would probably won't give such a benefit (to me) but might give any to him. Or.. Decide to stop and ignoring the dignity and my good name Needless to say, just choose; Yes or no? I've been doing wrong since the beginning. I know. Especially when you have been through half process to reach the goal. And now, everything has changed into something that you least expect. Too far from desire. Too far from all that have been wanted before. The question is : Why am I  doing this kind of shit? Sorry. But I'm trapped now. Judge me self-absorbed or whatever you want. Because I know I'm wrong. And I still want to go out without leaving a trace and get the best. Oh please, I don't even care about him.

I was checking one of my best friend's timeline when I found out one of her tweets sounded like this, "Why would people cry over the same thing over and over again? while we only laugh over the same thing in a few times." I thought about it for about few minutes then something came out and crossed my mind. The reason is because grief carves wound and left scars, it's more difficult being forgotten by someone than a pleasure which is only left good memories. Agree? Or its also because happiness/pleasure can be expressed through variety of ways. With smiling, laughing, loving, sharing, singing, even running, joking, and so much more. You can surely do everything   when you are pleased. But when sadness comes along to you it would be so hard to do things. I think the best way you can possibly do is crying . That's why people would go crying continuously over the same thing because they just can't figure out what else to do in a grief.

Have you ever thought about who's gonna be your future husband? I thought about it, some couple of times. And I know you did it too, we did. It becomes one of the biggest mysteries in life. That question can't be answered if you have not experienced it yet, I mean find your future husband, right? Well, who's gonna be my life companion? How does he look like? Who is he? Where is he? What is he doing right now? Is he my close friend or my old friend? Is he a stranger whom I gave a smile someplace? Is he one of thousands people whom I met in the mall yesterday? Is he an artist or a singer? Is he a son of a richest man in the world or in Indonesia? Is he one of the zillion men in the Maroon5' concert ? Is he my neighbor? Is he my senior at high school? Or is he my boyfriend now? Or I would not marry 'till I die? It's about destiny. Nobody knows All that we can do is waiting...

One day I was thinking about some little things and here it goes... These are life's simple pleasures around us that have a possibility about being everyday sources of joy and happiness but commonly overlooked These are what I call 'great little things' Small things in our daily lives can mean so much if we want to watch them carefully Simple things in places, time, and events that we will miss, once we don't find them like usual Little things that would make our lives seem complete, fuller, more satisfying and become a bit perfectly wonderful It's about bread seller in the morning who always succeed to wake up everyone instead of alarm ring. They make sound like," sari rotiii...rotii..sari roti" It's about the smell of dew and sunlight through the window, warms the surface of skin when we open the curtain It's about hearing beautiful sound of birds singing and chirping above the trees out far from the window It's about brushing ha...

"I read this few days ago and this is what i have learned...." if you're TEENS - then you have all the time and energy but no money. if you're WORKERS - then you have the money and energy but no time if you're OLDIES - then you have all the time and money but no more energy CONCLUSION : ENJOY THE LIFE and all that we have at the moment because we can't have everything all at once