Sky Wall

Berhenti menggembar - gemborkan jalan hidup yang kamu pilih Bahwa itu adalah yang terbaik Seakan berpikir milikmu yang paling benar Dan menganggap miliknya kurang berpotensi Memangnya tau apa kamu tentang potensi? Dan mengerti apa kamu tentang terbentuknya masa depan? Sehingga berani untuk menghakimi Dan tidak jarang bermain sarkastik Ini cerita tentang kebebasan Bukan lagi soal paradigma lama Jika kamu bilang kuat berpendiri Cukup banggakan dalam diri Berbuat nyata dan bermakna melalui aksi Bukan hanya bersua sana sini Kebenaran dan arogansi berada dalam satu garis pararel Jangan tersandung dan membuat dirimu terlihat jongkok Dengan mengagungkan kelebihan tanpa berlandas kekurangan Ingatlah, bukan kamu yang Maha cerdas! Biarlah sang Maha semesta yang membuat keputusan Kelak kamu jadi gemilang, atau jadi yang terbuang

Aku lebih suka diam sendiri, disini dan disana di tempat duduk itu di pojok cafe di dalam kamar Bukan sebab tidak mencintai kebersamaan, tapi harus kuakui waktu sendiri seringkali lebih berkualitas dan produktif.  Itu kesempatan bagimu dan bagiku untuk mengevaluasi diri. Berpikirlah jernih pada waktu itu, maka kamu dapat merenung dengan baik. Sudahkah sebagian besar yang telah dilakukan tepat dan benar adanya? Sudahkah sesuai?  Atau bisa jadi hanya sekedar untuk menulis cerita tentang hidup yang begitu membingungkan Tetapi ajaibnya, ia masih menyimpan banyak sumber kebahagiaan. Atau meyakinkan diri kembali tentang usaha, semangat serta perjuangan Bahwa hidup harus tetap berjalan apapun yang terjadi dan meski terdengar klise, pada akhirnya memang benar semua akan baik-baik saja. Untuk setiap waktu yang masih ada dan sudah terbuang, mari renungkan. Supaya hidup jadi lebih baik dan jauh lebih bermakna. Supaya dagingmu bukan hanya seonggok busu...

Dear God, today is my birth day and I guess you already knew And even without I'm telling You, You won't forget it either. Probably, the opening will be sounded very ungrateful. May I tell You that I feel dissapointed, may I? I dont have such eagerness to be remembered by so many unknown and random people like an actress, or being admired like a model, or the other famous figures. But sincerely, I just wanna be remembered by the loved ones, by those whom I love and those who confess that they love me the same. I put myself in a very honest situation. I was hoping they would say those greetings and wishes, was hoping they were here together blending in my happy day, but the fact hit me a bit hard since some of them so irresponsive. Can't even deny, the selfish part of myself is trying to compare what I've done for them and seeking to justify myself that is a natural thing perceived by human being. Whereas the truth means I am neglecting Your words which said that...

Kusadari permainan rangkai kata sangatlah berarti Satu sisi dapat menyemangati Di lain bagian ikut mengilhami Pada orang itu menginspirasi Dan pada yang satu mengetuk hati Tapi taukah kamu dapat pula mengintimidasi Juga tak jarang yang membuat benci Apalagi jika memilih untuk mencaci Lalu, manakah yang kau tulis? Selamat bersastra.

I need some space. We need space, a solitude between what we admit as our deep love So we would appreciate more time together And would recognize the feeling of missing also learning to be patient ones And having one by one day forward as another step closer Then at the end we could save the two blaze of undying souls

To whom I should be angry with, the society or the people? Its still hard to believe we live in a world filled by mankind which are having different characters. Seeing the true color of someone can sometimes break your heart. As time goes by I try to make myself understand by willing to be such person who is easy to accept everything in all conditions. What I've been questioning is, whether its God who create mankind quite diverse or the people who make themselves become more complicated? What's wrong with the world nowadays, some people are so dissapointing while I always try my best to be the opposite I did good things to them, but they only remember the bad ones Never had any intention to hurt their feelings while they broke my heart easily I dont mean to be ungrateful or expecting to get such an equal feedback for the kindness I have done and shared to them. But its just really hurting to feel like everybody is faking himself. And dealing with those people, is hell ti...

My good friend has ever said, we will always have this thing called a triangle of life which consists of three aspects of life; those are social life, good grades, and enough sleep. Funny at first, I was thinking its easy to do all at once in amount of 24 hours per day. But the fact says you can only have two, because a triangle will not look as it should be if it stands on three sides simultaneously. And thats true. If you choose social life and good grades, you'll be deadly struggling day and night yet will not feel guilty later on about your scores and the relation among people. But you'll definitely living your life in unhealthy condition just lyk a zombie. If you choose good grades and enough sleep, you'll be regarded as a loser, an anti-social, no friends means no helping hands when you once needed. And if you choose enough sleep and social life, you'll definitely not get any achievements that is concerned on how easy you'll get a job and drive your car...

2014. I want to set aside time for a moment, to see the days behind. Days that have been through and had left behind. I see happiness also sadness, encounter and separation, emptiness and completeness because of togetherness, also concord and commotion. Because they all like a pair of shoes that will always go hand in hand. I see the struggle and sacrifice in which there were fruits that I've reaped from the seeds that i had been sowed. I see a lot of things, all the pictures in the form of snippets that run very fast in my brain. I take a look back to the old days, not to regret but to contemplate. Pondering not to grieve, but to be happy knowing that in the end i receive so many valuable life lessons. I do believe every failure in 2014 was the beginning of success in 2015. And the success that has been achieved, is to keep us humble and stay grounded like the earth, warned me above the sky there is always another sky. Realizing the best motivator to yourself is your own self an...