Calm, Cold and Bleed
I know it would be a little bit self-destructive if I do so. If I'd revisit the moment every time I'll be reminded and play it on repeat in my mind. Since it almost feels like facing two different things at the same time. The feeling of warmth which goes beyond words but also kind of a terrifying vision if I need to loosen my grip on something I love so dearly. I wish I could embrace it forever, yet the more I want it the more I see it walking away. I wish I could express better and convince so it might stay, yet words could loose their meanings too when feelings prevail. Then I realize every time I decided to peek on what the future may hold, moments have a huge power to hurt. So let it be the moment that I should just live, in the moment. A moment when letting go feels like a big, big, tight hug.