How Pity

I just don't know what life brings to me.
Whether those things are surprises or inescapable pain or trials or lessons. 
Yang jelas, for the past few days, gue ngerasa orang-orang malah ngasih kado gue taik.
But they seem to be fucking innocent.
Manusia suka ngoleksi topeng ya. Munafik.
Jarang yang tulus.
i'd better make friends with dogs and pigs
Yang kata lo hina itu.
Dibilang jelek tapi masih sadar diri, dibanding lo yang cakep tapi gatau malu.
Dibilang gak punya otak tapi masih bisa diajar, dibanding lo yang punya tapi bego.
Dibilang gak punya hati tapi tetep setia, dibanding lo yang punya tapi dibiarin busuk.
See? Shame on you.
Go get a mirror and reflect yourself deh.

World doesn't seem to add up lately.
As yet, I feel randomly worse
All things are just started going wrong all at once.
And I just don't know how to react against the current.

Actually, I need somebody to bring back the absence of my sanity
But the fact nobody seems to understand.
So it's enough to prove that nobody is meant to be here for me, but myself.